We'll have sunshine, forever and ever.

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Nattanich : LINKEDDDD :D I passed it to you alrdy, cause we were tgt now and you were sick sick sick :/ But nehmind okay cause my new boyfriend is theodore and the other two is yours! Hahahaha, BIG BUTT!

TERON : Depression is not for us! A SMILE A SECOND KEEPS THE SORROWS AWAY :D
I know you'll be okay, cause you gave me alot alot of faith!

HUISZE : REALLY? Okay i'll go see after i'm done blogging okay! Love <3

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Hello people, i'm home home and home :D After having too much fun.

Okay was supposed to go out with mom, so i had to push vino's date away. So sorry and was so frustrated when she cancelled it suddenly like arnd 4plus. So i went out with nattanich and guys :D

Watched alvin and the chipmunks in town and its superrr nice! I'll watch it again and it'll be okay. Theodore is cute and hes got bigbigbutt on the chart.

IT WILL KEEP GROWING! Then we walked arnd trying to decide what to eat. Finally went to this place in cineleisure basement for korea food.

Yummy :D Cookies, neoprint, windowshopping and off!

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Anyway, its like less than 2hours to 2008! I wouldnt say finally cause its not like i've been waiting all my life for this year to end, but i can't wait to see what life will bring in sec3. Its like so many things coming towards you all at onceeeee :D

But i think it'll be good to reflect on this year, so here i comee

Basically i think that i havent really been giving my best in everything at all.

And i know i'll do the best in it next yearrrr :D

First is track, i think this year's was kinda bad. Compared to last year i was going for every single trng. I'll skip council to run, really.

But somehow after cross country period i wasnt into it for nationals. I didnt ran for nats of course, and i didnt know why trngs just put me off. I feel like dying all the time i'm running and it just sucks big time.

But yknow i'm glad cause vino the woman is with me all the time :D I remember the hot guy at the stadium that we saw, and we sat really near him! Anyway, i'm gonna do it good from tmr onwards and i know it :D

My goal for track in 2008 is to attend every single trng and really do my best. I want to pant and sweat and break my legs and still run cause its really what i want. And vino i know we can do this tgt, like we always do!

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Second is council. I think its been good cause i gained back my passion for council since i'd wanted to quit next year.

I love the big family now, the seniors the juniors and everyone else :D I think both the camps in june and december was really a stepping stone to stepping up. I was aiming for president after the talk with ken and thava, vino adibah and shammini. I think these people really made me feel like i should go for it. But yknow i think positions isnt really important. So i wouldnt mind if i dont get any and i really mean it :D I know everyone mean it when they say that cause i know the 10th ex-co are going to work tgt and we'll be the stepping stones to bring council to greater heights.

I love council, and to lead is an honour.

You've gotta be in this, to really know how this feels.

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Third is sjab. It wasnt bad really- for the first half of the year until term three when things got really bad.

I hated trngs, i hated going for it every friday. Parades kills me, first aid bores me and everything.

But, NCOC turned it arnd! :D I'm glad the tchers gave me a chance even though i didnt hit 75% CCA attendance.

And i'm glad i'm loving it back, and that everytime i want to runaway, i tell myself that i wont regret if i go for it :D

& I'm glad i did, i went for it and i'm enjoying my cadet life.

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Forth is academic. I think i was slacking this year, really. Esp after mid years when i was really letting myself go cause of some things that happened. But im glad with the combinations and subs im getting. Cause i know i'll work hard, with vino :D We can be the smarties even if we're the last. cause i know we're so gonna do our very very best :D

We'll stay back and ask every single questions and pay attention in class. And we wont copy the assignments.

We'll do it, and nikita can be our inspiration - like you told me before :D

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Lastly would be family friends.

I think mom and i are really closer this year :D Its really great when we start talking to each other. When i cry and cry and she just giving me tissues and ask me whats going on and put me to bed.

And let me go out till i dontknow what time and doesnt ask a thing but tell me she trust me. And then she'll queue with me for the sales and we know we'll burn a big hole in her pocket but we just keep buying :D

I'm so superrr glad, even though its hard on her to bring my sister and i up in a single parent family. I love her, more than anything else even though she piss me off at times :D

My sister and i are still the same, but sometimes i blame myself for the company she land in. Mom tries hard to turn her arnd, and everyone's trying. But i dontknow how to really make her listen.

I've tried my best and will continue, even though you pissed me off every single day and make me hate you so much i want to throw you out of the house, we're still sisters and sisters love each other <3

FRIENDS FRIENDS!

I didnt have any problem this year, everyone's great and im making alot of new friends.

I'm glad vino and i eventually came arnd despite the 'fight' about esmond too long ago, and now that we're maintaining it great. I love stayover at your place and singing and writing and all the stuffs. And i know we'll be fun! :D

I love you big time luh, and i know you'll read this cause i asked you to! Hahaha theres too much to say, but i have something for you! :D

&&, endless affections, i remember that!

And then to munjun teckwei puilyn - ahhh we've been great right! Hahaha i'm so grateful, super grateful to know you guys cause i know i can always turn to you :DDD I'll remember the talks we shared and the times when we talked about the stuffs we've been through.

I'll remember the pact that we make about graduation. And every single thing we've shared, even when we are talking about the whiners or the man who cant die even with mariah's curse ( if you still remember who :D) Hahaha, i know we're the bestbestbest!

Huisze - yes we had a great time being wife partners esp during the middle of the year. And johnny! Hahahah. You bring me alot of laughter and we always get high tgt - esp during the fiesta. We sat on the balloon slides even though we are super obscece and many hot guys are looking at us just opposite. Hahahah :D Its still fun. Random posts will keep coming in, and it'll be for you!

Gladys gene carinn yuwei - although not that close alrdy, but i know we still work tgt alright :D Hahaha, tons of love!

Yong An - Havent known you for long, but i know youre nice nice super nice. Yknow why? Cause nicenice super nice people have nicenice super nice friends :D Hahaha!

Nattanich erwin mali - ahhh you guys spice up NCOC and life after that. WITH MDM AND PS OF COURSE :D I lovelovelove you guys, and countdown booked for next year alrdy okay. We'll go sentosa even if we cant get through the party area. We'll stay right outside the boundaries! :D Hahahaha.

To the rest, szexin victoria slyvia zarchi teron mariah and many many others, thanks for being there for me.

I LOVE YOU GUYS TONS TONS :D

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I think thats all, i will not make a new year resolution cause i'd rather do what i want at that moment instead of following the resolution.

And i know i'll do my best in everything okay! :D

But then again, mabs i'll do it - then vino i'll give my resolutions to you cause seventeen mag says that if you give it to your friends, you can follow them better!

37 mins left! HAPPY NEW YEAR, AND HAVE IT GREAT! :D