Down the road we'll still see the lights in our hearts,
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NATTANICH : I'm super touched to know it my dear! Hahaha :D
KENNETH : Yes i'll link you, hahaha im super surprised that youre here!
CASSANDRA : Hahahah, yes way to go! I cannot wait for it its like the feeling is inside me alrdy! :D
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I got no idea how to start this, but today is both the best and the saddest day. Lets just start with the class performance :D
I think its superb today, cause everyone's really getting tgt and working. Esp when we did the 3/4 sax! thang it was like everyone was tuned into the camp mood alrdy. And i'm glad cause i think the audition turned out well, even if someone screwed up a little or what, i just love the way we are and how we're so gonna do this thing :D I cannot wait for camp, and i know that we can do it. Lets just improve on what the people tell us - and remember that we're an awesome class :D
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I didn't managed to report for sjab cause at first we were excused for the training of the audition, and since my audition ended late and i had to rushed to council immediately, i wasn't able to attend the trng one bit.
I know that MsTham is rather disappointed, but i just want to tell her so much that i'll really give my best. I know that i wasn't really passionate about sjab but now its different. Council still stands a higher place in me, but at least i know sjab is not trash :D & i think i'll clarify thangs with her.
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Thanks shawn fasihah monica jarrat jiahui shammini for helping me in the filing of the files <3
I thought it was done but it wasnt and im super glad that i have you people at that time :D
If not i'll be totally crazy.
And even though i was abit crazy that time, i'm still grateful okay. And sorry if youre offending and reading this! :D
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Vino, Puilyn, Huisze, Shiwei, Aidil and Ken.
Today wasn't a smooth day with lots of misunderstandings which i think we managed to clear.
To vino and puilyn - i know its hard sometimes when things are getting jittery or paranoid. But i know we three make it great, right :D Hahahah. Friends for life, yes i know. And thanks for really telling me.
Huisze - I think i'm the one that really feeling stressed up and mabs you too but not as much. Only the other leftoutone is peaceful :/ But nehmind cause i know we'll do this tgt.
Even though i kinda fell i'll do it again :D We'll keep this going, really.
Shiwei - thanks for comforting and i just wish i can keep a straight face like you :D
Aidil - Thanks for sharing your story with me, and letting me cry. Cause i think it ultimately makes me feel alot better. Even though its like shit. I know we can both it right :D Believe in ourselves, and i know you keep asking me not to be like you. But dont worry i just want to tell you that youve been great and we'll keep this going eh :D Dont be sad, people are frank cause they want to make you feel better. And sorry cause i know you make me smile but i dont know how to make you. You'll be fine, i know :D
Ken - I know you wont ever read this but i'm grateful for talking to me and stuff. It really motivates me alot and i wont let things like this pull me down. I know its hard but i know i can do it :D I'll brush up my studies and do it, and i know i wont regret even if i dont get it. Just super thanks luh, i'll have faith - alot of it :D
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Lastly, thanks munjun peiying nusrah fasihah and all those people who hugged me or ask if im okay. Samuel also :D I know you guys care alot for me and i love you all alot :D Really.
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Thanks for those we read all, i just feel like alot to say.
I think i'm going to do my best and be confident. I know all of you will stand by me <3 & I shall sleep soon since im painting the class flag early in the morning tmr! LOVE, alot of it - for everything and everyone.
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When changes that doesnt go our way are made,
We just have to do our best :D