Hello people.

I was doing amazing race yesterday and i had a good time talking to vino. We had a short 5mins talk on track and i really miss training alot. Sometimes i look at the pictures we take and wonder if i love the running or the people more. And the fact that the school might be taking out cross next year just break our hearts. We were talking about God too, though we had different beliefs. I was telling her how much camp has changed me and she was telling me how much her God has changed her. I think thats the thing about us, we can talk about anything :D haha.

I went over to shaunice's house to make present for B. Shannon in the afternoon. I think we had fun and it looks really nice even though its hardly completed. But i'm so proud of us. We were practically spending time helping jonathan and jiexun with their parent's present actually. Thinking about them moving up to zone2 is really sad. I love these people so much.

Mom is asking me not to go for the year end camp and i really dont wna go. Its starts on boxing day when i'm supposed to unwrap my presents but thats not the point because i'll end up missing P.Gary's sermon and family communion on the 28th! Mom is really nice, she really lets me have my way. But i've decided to eventually go since its the last camp that i'm going and i really really wanna feel like i'm contributing. But sometimes i feel so burdened by it and i want to do is things i enjoy doing. And be connie sitting at home eating sour cream pringles or walking around haji lane with somebody. I can't wait for school to end, really.

BTW, i've not turned into a saddistic emotional person cos God makes me happy and He pulls me through it all. Actually i've decided to stop blogging cos i've discovered the wonders of writing and heart to heart talks instead of penning everything else here. I think blogger might kick me out one day becos i'm so inactive but its okay.

Christmas is tomorrow.