I'm so tired and worn out, sucked dry by what life is doing to me. For a period of time i was wondering what was wrong. Things felt numb at some point of time, like there wasn't any feelings running through. But today, God revealed His great work and i live again.
I wondered why i can't be bothered about things that happened. But today God really showed me that He can really work through my life even when i'm not noticing. Khairul came to look for me and as a 24/7 mommy of course i stayed to listen. And through it all, God was working and putting things into me. On my way home i was just thinking about the things that has whizzed past me, how i eventually became such a feeling-ness person. And God just said, remember the small things.
I think i had been too caught up trying to meet datelines, trying to make sure i'm listening in class, trying to make sure i'm getting along fine with people, trying to make sure this is okay that is good and actually missing out on things like small talks or just random hi-bye or even just a meal with someone. I don't know how you put it, but God showed me so many today. That life isn't just about hope-ing i'll do better than someone for test, hopeing for this or that, or making sure everything is fine. Its about the things that you least expect would make a difference or even matter to you.
For this, I can say that my God is great.
I was singing in the shower btw. Haha.

Anyway, gotta say that chem totally cheated my heart. I was mugging extremely hard cos my chem is always weaker than physics. I could read out every single method but the paper totally freaked me out. I was like - where did my effort go. But thank God, i still managed to secure a few questions. Physics was whizzy. Of course i hope the teacher will have no problem marking (just give me the ticks) Haha.
I went for CNY rehearsals, i have to say i was reminded so strongly about planning it last year with nusrah and shiwei. I remember the things that happened last year very clearly (surprisingly) I'm quite forgetful but sec3 keep playing in my head cos every once in awhile, things i do now is related to last year's. I believe 2008 will stay in my head for quite sometime. Learnt alot, grown alot, seen alot.

I am supposed to be studying for combined humanities. But, i really needed to post. Haha.

I serve a great God! :D