It feels like a weird day today.
I woke up really early like 9.30. Actually i set the alarm at 8 so i could see the posting but i guess i sort of slept through. I got posted to NYJC, which i dont know what to say since its my first choice but at the same time i fine with it.
At least sham and i are in the same school haha! :D

I was intending to spend my last day of freedom in a really good way but i sort of just watched teevee and did the routine haha. Except that i didnt really eat today. Anyway i was trying to figure out what was wrong with me cos today i keep feeling like a part of me is missing but i cannot find it so i used the laptop sang teeveed dance and still couldnt find it which is extremely weird.

Mhm, i wonder what school feels like. I would love to start studying but then again isnt life good now even though it sucks since its mostly slacking and doing nothing.
I wonder what will happen.
Maybe most of the time i wonder too much.

If you are reading this, if we ever got the chance to talk again, if i ever have the courage again, i would say i am sorry. I am sorry i never made the effort, never seem to bother. I am sorry that i am like this, that i am me like this. Its not like i dont care about it, but being me cant bring myself to. I am sorry.
If you think its you, it might not be because this is for this one person only i know.

I wish things were easier all the time. I wish life could love me.
Isnt this how things work most of the time.
Strange, unpredictable, not for you to know, but you love it anyway.