GP lesson was on child labour today. It was so heart renching to watch the videos i was thinking like omg i am going to cry any second. I remember seeing porverty when i went to china. We all know it exists, but not to the extend we are ready to face.
The fact that 25,000 children die ( according to what the tcher say ) of starvation/labour everyday makes me think like why am i wasting my time studying. Not as an excuse.
We cannot say that life is unfair. What if its the able ones that make it unfair?

However, i do agree that i get worked up about such things only for a matter of time. I wish there is something i can do still. If this is how the world works, v v v v soon people around Singapore will be facing the same things.

The teacher showed us the uni admissions this morning. Yes it is fairly too early but ohwell, it gives us an understanding. Sham says none offers the kind of media she wants, nor does any offer the icecreamshopowner dream i want. This is bad, admissions is not easy really.
I wander where to get the brains from.

I am in a just type mode. What is bliss? That i can reach out for money to get what i want, or that i lived another day?