Thank God. For all the big and the small, the obvious and the not, and everything that is significant. It is strange how i can put so much into life, into the things i want and the things i do, yet constantly forget God who so faithfully wait, always.
I am not a strong believer, but i am not blind to what has happened before. I know there is always a need, and God is always there to provide.
I can run but i cannot hide. At some point of time, we all question our beliefs. I question my belief strongly, because i know i have my own kind of mind and at some point of time, all it matters is what i think is right. But despite all these doubts, God rectifies, puts me back.
I never read the bible at night, but God speaks. I asks, He answers. I put God away, behind all of what i am, but He works in me still.
I deny Him, i admit that i am sufficient alone, but He continues.
This is God in me.
With no words.

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I must have grown older, someway somehow.