I did not study at all this hols.

Really, not lying, not guilty.

I should quit school.

( To prevent reality )

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" Go Connie yknow you can. "

I wish so.

Tell me when.

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I cried while watching BenjaminButton on HBO just now. It was touching, amazing and it might have been quite an ordinary movie so i had not much idea why i cried. It wasnt much of an emotional day but i cried anyway, just teared i wasnt brawling.

I was talking to Gene like 2 seconds ago and it was a really short conver that summarises alot of feelings and words and loads more of " i really miss her " which sort of reminds me talking to Aishah the other day. Is it a worldwide disease that we all think about life and ponder and sometimes get really confused after we turn seventeen?

Well, all it takes is one thing that can make your life wrong.

I wish prayers still works, really.