& so, we conquered the marathon. Although it was quite a short distance, it was a v fulfilling event for me, or so i felt. Teehee.
Yesterday was a great day cos i read the fifth and sixth harry potter and moved on to the seventh which i am going to finish later. I just can't put it down.
Finally bought fedora with sham, i am spending mindlessly on things that i dontknow so i am constantly poor these days.
I cannot wait for the pulau ubin trip tmr! But there is school, at 730. Depressingggggg. I am v tuned to hol mood which is bad as well.

I am thinking alot lately which is quite good and bad. The world is full of questions. It is part of growing up. I will find out somehow. I just dont get it here and there. It is so weird, something i dont like but cant help it. I am seeing things, feeling things, thinking things.

I know i need to go back to church.
To see that God is God and i am not. And stop asking whats changed.

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On the other hand, it was quite interesting to talk to sham about scandals these days. We didnt talk much, but it gets us thinking i guess. This must be how gossip works.
But really, with all the things happening around me, i really wonder how much a relationship can hold, and how it actually really works.

Hello lovely, if you still ever am reading i really miss you! Goodness, we should eat soon or something i know anderson must be making you really busy too!
I miss peiying and puilyn too. It is like getting caught up with life's emptiness.

" If all of me is all of you and all of you is all of me then tell me why we could say the words we wouldn't want to hear but say it anyway to hope it makes us feel better. "