I saw a shooting star today and i made a wish. I just came back from ballet under the stars this is the third year i am watching and it was great still its the people that matters, really.

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I used to live with my gran and everytime my mom calls or brings me out i get all excited and happy and i appreciate it very much. I began to live with my mom and as time goes i feel like i appreciate her less and less and sometimes i take her for granted and i get annoyed at her and then i get annoyed at myself for being annoyed at her so i tell myself never to do it again but i do. I have come to see how things can change even though i believe i have my own strength and many times i am sorry to her for making the distance that even i do not like.

The truth is i love mommy and i am so touched that when i come home today to see the socks she bought on my bed and though it wasnt what i needed i couldnt tell her no because i can't face telling her when i am sorry.

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I want to be an icecream shop owner because i know that there are people that believes in the perceived strength of it.

It makes everyone happy.

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This is when i feel like i am ready for God to take and consume me. This is when all that happens is to God, for God,by God, with God not me. This is when it is no longer " I can't"