Life is like a discordant machine because most of the time it just jumps everywhere and i'll be like what now what now what now and then i was doing EoM but i was eating nutella then i was laughing at the teevee and then i was reading and i was doing EoM again and sulking and all these happened in like 10 minutes and then my brain becomes a frenzy and i wonder if i should just stone and do nothing maybe i can smile to myself and be happy about it suddenly i think about what i should do later or tomorrow or ten years later or what if i live a million days (thats crazy btw) and then i wonder if i will get nightmares tonight whether i might just die or whether i will roll down the bed what to do if a ghost walks into my room and then i feel sad and then i feel happy and then i feel sad again and then i am hungry and then i think that people are going to forget me like in ten years in 50 years in 100 years so what am i doing all these for seriously am i the only one that feels this way all the time because it hasnt stopped at all since it started from i dontknow when its weird and i just can't put it right and i sometimes it convince me that i am special not because everyone is special but because i am geniuely special because i might be an alien.

I love Crunchie its the best chocolate ever i bought lots of it back from Australia thinking that i am never going to eat it in my entire life again but i saw it in NTUC and its like mega big yknow bigger than all the mini sized packets that i bought i was thinking ohman all the times i went to the market is wasted anyway i am going to keep buying it now goodbye.

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Actually i am sure that i am looking for something for a long long long time just that i am not sure what thats why things are like that.