I seriously have no idea what the 4 of us are doing claudia looks the most normal and so, we celebrated sham's birthday on the 21st at the airport! Mega fun and i was just laughing and laughing and my rib hurts and everyone was staring but it was a great day out and sham totally survived the entire day in pink - makes me proud of her (?!?!?!?) plus heart to heart talk until 11plus at khatib mac, i was still wide awake when i got home but totally dead the next day. These people make me feel real.

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I was thinking about how you can be living because of many things - like for your friends and your families and the things you like to do, therefore sometimes it is okay to do without one of it since you have other to rely on. Then what about those that had only you, and while you didn't know, you sort of treat them like one of the alternatives.

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I came home at like 11 today cos i was mega sick and then i slept and did work i had this sudden resolve that i should stop procrastinating so i went to the table and was doing WR. Half and hour later i was watching teevee (night at the museum II) and convincing myself i totally deserve the break cos i am sick. Haha.

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I had this really long conversation with samuel quek yesterday ohmy i miss him v v v v much reminds me of the times when i was whiny and we had nothing better to do and just talking this and that and we add it all to get rubbish and moments. People i cant live without.

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I am in a state that is totally out of the world and that i dont know of. I was experiencing this like really early this year but at that time i could figure out the main thing that cause me to be contradicting myself and then i got okay but i have no idea whats going on now.

I am not depressed, fret not.