I thought i wanted to write something v cool and inspirational but right now i am v tired and i have alot of math to do and i have progressed to a stage where 11hours of sleep is not enough hahahaha i really want to eat chompchomp chickenwing but somehow they don't really taste as nice as they used to when i just got here which is quite sad christmas is coming i am so happy that means there is alot of chocolate at home but i am broke and i want to go shopping i totally understand what it's like when someone says we will never be contented oh well as i think about the new year that is about to come i feel like i need to start making plans and sometimes i feel ready other times i just want it to be over.

I have stopped thinking i can, but that doesn't mean i feel like i can't, it's just that i am starting to reason to myself first.