Take flight.

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I went swimming today. Although i didn't swim as much as i used to/usually would it felt good still, like finding something you've lost for sometime. Today felt like a free day. When i was on my way home i saw an infant on the bus. It was so small and curled up and just crying. It was a happy sight.

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I have been trying to do homework for the past 2 hours with not much success but at least i am trying and i hope tmr turns out good considering how i still have trng but i reckon it is gnabe fun cos we are making props for our performance. Did i say? We are dancing for open house.

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Yknow sometimes you try to find the reasons for you to do things. Like if it doesn't rain tmr i am meant to run, if i wake up from my nap without the alarm i am meant to do homework, like if the bus comes on time it means i have to go somewhere. Sometimes this is what i do. And slowly i find myself cooking up more reasons to do things because i am lazy, i am tired, i do not want to participate, i want to be alone. I overlook the fact that doing things can make me happy, can change the way i view things, that it is something that i really want to do and need not find reasons for. This is quite random. I can actually say i am quite content with life the way it is now.

It hasn't been for long, as recently i seem to have a mantra in my head telling me to stop giving reasons to do things but to just do them cos you don't know how good it will turn out and you might just miss this chance. Like no matter how realistic life is and how in-your-face it becomes, we have to think big and believe that things can be done and they truly exists to be done, even if you can't fit it into a box. It is like how life is too short to diet, too exciting to keep planning, too surprising to just anticipate, too valuable to give up.

Life is about doing and taking chances, right?

Somehow i also think that at this age when we are actually quite young i am constantly worried about being old, which is weird. Haha. & i think more about the future now, than i usually would. I am still me yknow, at the end of the day.

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I wanted to take a photo with a celebrity before i die. Does Paul Twohill count? Not that i idolise him, but i just remembered i took a photo with him before, hah.

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I feel calm and peaceful.

Being totally irrelevant, i stayed online for about 4 hours ++ last night. It felt like i broke some record or smth considering how antisocial i usually am. Teehee.

I think i am addicted to travelling.

Infact i am quite sure i am.